First of all, get a grip! You have a lot to offer out here so when I hear you losing interest in life it seems like you are considering taking your... life which is insane! It's easy for anyone to say things will get better, pray to God ect ect ect, but you have to come to grips that life will throw you peaks and valleys. You my friend are currently in a valley that you must climb out of. This may sound crazy to you, but have you considered looking at the Military? All the branches need someone with an Economics background. You could even go in as a officer. The Reserves could be the best option. Now if the Military is not your thing, you must be open to taking an opportunity outside your rural area; even to another state. There is a big push for vocational jobs. There are companies that will bing you in and train you for free . Try your local unemployment office. if your passion is Economics, talk to a military recruiter and see what king of options they can provide. Good Luck!  more

Praise the Lord Brother/Sister out there who has hit the dead end and faced challenges of different sorts.
1. Stop negative confessions.
Proverbs... 18:21
[21]Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and they who indulge in it shall eat the fruit of it [for death or life]. [Matt. 12:37.]
2. Encourage yourself in the Lord.
1 Samuel 30:6
[6]David was greatly distressed, for the men spoke of stoning him because the souls of them all were bitterly grieved, each man for his sons and daughters. But David encouraged and strengthened himself in the Lord his God. God is all we need, He has good plans for us , plans to prosper and not to harm us plans to give us future and hope. Jer. 29:11.
3. James 1:2-4
[2]Consider it wholly joyful, my brethren, whenever you are enveloped in or encounter trials of any sort or fall into various temptations.
[3]Be assured and understand that the trial and proving of your faith bring out endurance and steadfastness and patience.
Simply obey and be humble. more

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It's not easy brother, pray and seek God.
Try to get out of your home area to an town where opportunities can come up. Even if you start with annual... jobs eventually you will meet people who can get you business opportunities even if small . Staying in your rural area limits opportunities. Many people who left home with a bag of clothes, at ew dollars and faith in God made it.  more

All the great achievements in life came out through adverse circumstances only. Great things won't be achieved easily and easily achievable ones will... not be great also. Be willing to renounce for the well being of others , then you will be mentally upright. Avoid selfishness. more

First, thank you for opening up. It takes courage to admit when you're struggling.

From what you've shared, I don't think you've lost your... potential—you've simply encountered circumstances that have delayed your dreams. The fact that you earned admission to study abroad speaks volumes about your ability. Don't let financial limitations convince you that your future has ended.

Being the firstborn comes with immense pressure, but remember that you don't have to solve every problem at once. Take one step at a time. Continue applying for opportunities, scholarships, and jobs, and don't hesitate to reach out to former lecturers, mentors, and professional networks. Many breakthroughs come through persistence and the right connections.

Most importantly, when you say you're "tired of life," please don't keep those feelings to yourself. Talk to someone you trust—a family member, close friend, pastor, mentor, or counsellor. Seeking support is a sign of strength, not weakness.

Your current si more

I urge you to be courageous and focus on your dreams while believing in what God is able to do when all hope seems shattered...Life is truly not a bed... of roses, the earlier you are aware of this fundamental truth, you will be guided by the right choice of actions to take to pull through the challenge you are faced with currently. I assure you that you will make a breakthrough in no distant time as God has heard your lamentation and working out a perfect solution to your problem...Good luck... more

I feel what you are going through, but life has stages.
being a bread winner comes with challenges but remember life has stages.
those doing well... today were at one time at your present position.
pray for life,the rest will come if you trust God almighty. more

life can be like that at time Muhammed, but one thing i can advise you is to go through 2 Samuel 9 and see how God can do. What i know is that He sees... everyone for he can see the tears of a fish in the waters what of the pains of your heart?  more

Believe and trust in the lord.
Sacrifice and commit yourself.Work determined and remain positive.God is always faithful, your prayers shall be... answered. more

Figure how to network more and also keep tweaking on your strategies for job search until something shows up.
Forget about people’s expectations for... now, you can’t help others unless you’ve first helped yourself.
Above all, pray to God for direction to new people and opportunities. more

I studied economics myself, and my first few years out of college were rough as well. The best thing I can tell you is go to God and try to network... more. But no matter what happens... DON'T GIVE UP. Stay strong. One day your test will become a testimony more

Believe in yourself, going abroad is obsolete! You are now your own problem. Water melons🍈 take not more than 4 months in a piece of land but can bag... you 20 millions. Isn't that one a good beginning in an acre of land??? Laziness breeds untoward poverty!  more

You might have been praying, is there anything you felt like God is speaking to you concerning your prayer?

life is like a battle brother. there is no option like giving up if you can still breath. the pressure from the society is much but its better you... fight your battle and forget about peoples expectations as long as life is still there. You are running your own race more

I feel your pain sir, I don't believe things change automatically. The truth is that for every result we have in life, there's a part of our decision... that contributed to that.
I can assure you Sir by God that it is possible to choose life rather than death, it is possible to choose success rather than defeat. The question is are we really willing to choose life?.  more

Life is not fair to many of us, but we just have to live with it like that. With proper planning and living within your means and avoiding pressure... from family and friends you will be able to pull through. You must understand that you need to be alive to support your family.
You can get certificate from university within your country without going abroad. Studying abroad does not guaranteed automatic employment either abroad or at home.Don't give up in life there is hope for better tomorrow. more

Go and dust your entrepreneurship courses and see what you can make of it

Ask for God's clarify and direction every morning before you do anything! The almighty is merciful and he will redirect your life.!

Pray for God's direction, guidance, wisdom and opportunities. He will and can open doors. Have faith !