If they’ve came out and said you’ve offended them, then you can just address it and share it wasn't intentional. If someone can hate you for ... unintentionally offending them then they’re not the ppl to worry about. Thats a them thing.and have nothing to them with you. But i get the impression from your message that this can all be in your head since you lead with feelings. Feelings are valid but if you dont actually get the other who’s involve feelings then its one-sided and in your head. Sincerity and transparency will always conquer any situation. What you tell yourself have to manifest itself in real time. First stop affirming the negative thoughts. You’re not alone, you said it yourself. Why allow a feeling thats not servicing you for the better to block your happiness.  more

Make a public apology whether or not you mean it and they will praise you for how brave you are to put yourself on blast.

Take some self development classes, increase your social skills with lessons, read books on how to become exactly what you would like to become.

Everything will be fine. Years later it won’t matter. Study hard and be happy. Don’t screw anyone over.

So sad can we be friends we can be checking on one another as we share ideas

Ouch!
Can you message me and let's talk?
I can help you get out of this better privately.
But before then I have to tell you this, one principle in... life is that your limitations affects everything else.
How you see yourself is how you will see others.
Your emotional state at every point determines your response and reaction to everything else.

Think about that more